Fiery Moon (Yaoi Warning ZOMG! lol)
Godetevi la vostra cena il mio amore!
Slowly but surely, I was getting use to Edward's insane driving. This is actually quite exhilarating, I do love going fast! Wish I could drive this insane crazy. "Jacob, even with your extremely extraordinary reflexes please do not attempt this feat of driving." What exactly do you mean by that Edward? "I would never forgive myself if anything were to happen to you Jacob, especially if I'm the reason behind your undoing."
"Edward, I would honestly never attempt this, I was simply just thinking how fun it would be if I could. On the bright side I'm use to your driving."
"Well I'm glad to hear that, I promise you Jacob I will never put you in harm's way."
"I know you never would intentionally harm me Edward. Thank you for everything so far this evening. It was really nice meeting Esme, Alice, and Jasper again." Though it felt like the first time to me heh…
"Of course Jacob, they really did enjoy your company. It was amazing how well you and Alice played well together." A smirk crossing his face, suddenly his face was serious again. "I truly am sorry Jacob for all the interruptions and surprises preventing you from getting some nourishment. I don't mean to compromise your health in any way."
"Edward, do you mind if I say something before you speak again?" Saying as loud as I could in my head before he opened his mouth to reply Please shut the hell up; of course I mean that in the nicest way possible! "Now that I have your attention, please Edward stop apologizing for every little thing that keeps interrupting the evening. It's ok I'm not mad and I've went longer than just a few hours without any food. I'm actually enjoying myself quite nicely tonight. Your family is fun as hell! At least Alice is anyway. Esme is so sweet, I really enjoyed her company. As for Jasper, he sort of scares me, even more so than the bigger one Edmond was it?"
"His name is Emmett, he and Rosalie were still out. Though I have a feeling Rose isn't all that intrigued with my new found relationship with a werewolf."
"Does she have a beef with wolves or something?" Though that's honestly how it should be with vampires and werewolves… "I guess we just break that mold don't we?"
"You would be correct Jacob; it seems we break all notions of how our nature is supposed to define us. You are more so than I of course, you're ruled completely by your emotions and this magical way of finding a mate. I'm only ruled by my selfish ways of wanting companionship over your safety of what I am to you, a natural enemy…"
For the second time that evening I was starting to tear up, why were my emotions doing this to me? Does this mean you really don't care for me the way I do? I thought we were on the same level Edward, I thought I had truly found my partner in life, my lover, my future hus… I was afraid of even finishing that thought for fear of literally dying of disappointment. The car had come to a complete stop and I realized we had finally reached our destination, though I could honestly care less, if Edward was just being with me for different reasons that were not of love.
He quickly leaned in to my face, brought it up to his and looked me in my tear filled eyes stupid emotions. "Jacob Black, I already care for you on so many levels I never thought possible. I already feel a connection and spark I've never felt with anyone I've ever met in this world I've traversed these past hundred odd years. I just mean to speak, if you were smart you would stay away from such a fearsome enemy as me to your own kind. I could harm you in many ways without even meaning to, and I could never forgive myself if I brought harm to someone so wonderful and beautiful such as yourself. Jacob I do love you, I mean that with all my being. I just never want to be the reason for your existence in this world, in my world to ever end."
Holding me and humming an unfamiliar song in my ear, I was quickly brought back to some kind of sanity. "Nothing you could possibly do would ever harm me, the exception being you left me Edward. So please, stay with me forever and forever." I buried my face deeper into his cool chest and just inhaled. I'll never get enough of his wonderful scent. Making sure my eyes were as dry as I could quickly muster up, I finally tried to get the night moving forward once again. "Edward, let's finally get some grub."
Edward just chuckled and gave me a quick kiss on my forehead before quickly exiting the car and on my side in an instant holding the door open and arm extended out for me. "Shall we my Jacob?" Allowing him to escort me out of the car and into the crisp spring air, still feels like winter in these parts for most people. It always feels like summer to me, but that could be just a wolf thing.
"You and your wolf things, how I so enjoy them Jacob." He took a hold of my hand and we strolled toward La Bella Italia. That's when disaster struck, well disaster enough for me. Paul was walking out with my older sister Rachel hand in hand from La Bella Italia, what are the freaking odds!
"Jacob is everything ok?" Edward gently whispered in my ear. "No Edward, there's Paul and my sister." His reaction shifted into realization once he realized Paul is the one who usually can piss me off in a hurry. "It's going to be ok, Paul seems too lost into what Rachel is thinking about to even notice you I believe Jacob. We should be able to walk in unnoticed by him. Your sister on the other hand may just notice you… too late." Oh great, Rachel saw me.
"Jacob! Hey little brother! What are you doing here? Who is this with you? Nice threads by the way Jake." Well the wolf is out of the bag now. "Erm, hey Rachel this is my new boyfriend um… Edward Cullen." Paul's ears seemed to prick up at my voice and turned to see the vampire that had replaced Embry's place in my heart. "So this is the leech you've hooked up with over Embry…" Paul's eyes just stared straight into mine; clearly anger was overriding any other emotions he had. "Paul! That isn't a nice thing to say to Jacob's, um what was it again, imprintee?" Paul backed down for the moment especially since Rachel was on my side. I just mouthed to Rachel thank you. "Yes Rachel, I am Edward Cullen, Jacob's imprintee and boyfriend. It's a pleasure to meet Jacob's family." Edward cool and relaxed as ever kept it mellow and calm. "The pleasure is all mine, Edward. Please take good care of my brother, or I may have to get all werewolf on you!" Trying hard as ever to make it light and funny, Rachel tried her hardest thankfully walking off as I could see Paul's form beginning to become less human.
"She's got him under control, it's going to be ok now Jacob." Edward said into my ear as we turned, after waving goodbye, and walked into the restaurant. Finally! I'm so starved and more alone time with you Edward. Edward took a hold of my hand, as we walked up to the hostess. She immediately took one look at me and had this grin on her face. She looked at Edward and I was instantly old news. She then looked at our intertwined hands and the grin was no more. "How can I help you two tonight?"
Edward spoke "Table for two please and could we have a private booth, somewhere in the back maybe?" he slipped her a bill of some kind; I couldn't honestly make out the amount of what it was. "Sure sir, right this way please." She led us to a secluded booth in the back with no one at all in that section. Edward led me into my seat first and then seated himself right beside me. "Your waitress will be right with you." Defeat was clearly in her tone of voice.
"Did you see how disappointed she was when she saw us holding hands?" I softly said to Edward.
"I honestly wasn't paying attention Jacob. When you're right here I really have no need to pay attention as to what anyone else is thinking about us in that manner." He just smiled at me.
"Hello my name is Keiko, I'll be your waitress tonight what can I get you guys to drink?"
"Jacob, what would you like to drink?" Edward just placed his arm over my shoulder again, seemingly crushing the hopes of another female.
"I'll just have a coke please."
"Make that two please Ms."
"Two cokes coming up guys." She rushed quickly back to the kitchen area clearly as disappointed as our hostess earlier.
"So have any ideas what you would like to order Jacob?" Having Edward this close in contact with me was actually really soothing and nice. His icy skin felt really nice against my fiery skin. It's a feeling I always hope to feel while being so close to you Edward. Edward just smiled, hardly being able to concentrate I just saw the first thing on the menu that resembled something I may enjoy. "Yeah the mushroom ravioli seems like a good choice. Guess I'll order that." Our waitress came back with our cokes.
"So you guys ready?" she asked us, latent gossip in her tone now.
"Yes, he'll have the mushroom ravioli and so will I." Edward must have read my mind haha! Thanks I appreciate twice the helping of ravioli Edward.
"Coming right up guys." Quickly placing a basket of bread sticks on our table and heading back to the kitchen.
"I can tell you're really hungry and as you have said, wolves need more nutrition in their diet more so than humans. Plus I really do feel better if you have a good meal after everything that has happened tonight. I know it's all happy happenings, but still it must have drained you."
Grabbing two bread sticks at a time and taking a bite of both, quickly chewing and enjoying food finally. Yeah it's nice to have a big meal after a day like this…